Notes.

After Twenty-Five Days.

2010-08-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

Dah lame tak berjumpe, rindu rasa hati. Gahh. Twenty-five days since we last snogged. Hahaha. And as much I want him to suffer for injustice, lol, I simply miss having him around, asking me whether I love him. Sayang banget la.

I just love you, no matter how a jackass you are.

R.

2010-08-10T11:06:00.001+08:00

Seriously R., if you think posting such a thing at my Facebook wall to let the whole world realise what a bitch I'm being, well, you're wrong.

Accept it R., I'm just as what you've described. And my girls and boys bloody hell knows I'm it.

So long and goodbye, Toyfriend cause baby, I'm done playing with you :)

National Day '10.

2010-08-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

Fireworks with 'em boys and girls; awesome. Only a person incomplete.

Thank You.

2010-07-31T22:11:00.002+08:00

God knows how I am when I'm nervous. How can I not be? It's been oh so long since I last dated other than *don't know what name to insert*.

And I always believe Rauhan will never fail to impress me, what more make me blush. Even if it's been a year since we last met, everything was perfectly comfortable with him. Just like the good ol' days.

And when I'm at my highest joy, Got Your Back rang. Sighhhhhhhhh. Then, a message at Twitter from Asha, asking about what happened to us. Thank goodness for Rauhan, or else I've already become Miss Depressed For The Day.

We will see whether we deserve a second chance. For now, pamper me like a princess.

Friday Night.

2010-07-31T02:11:00.000+08:00

Usually on Friday night, Boyfriend and I would catch a movie. But sigh, we're no longer string attached. So, it left me wondering hopelessly.

I ended up, watching Inception with Zue. Stress aku tengok cerite die. Confusing nak mampus, all about dreams but it's worth it.

So yeah, that's my Friday.

Hmm.

2010-07-29T22:30:00.001+08:00

Why did it take you nine days to decide to text me, asking why I'm single?
-_________________________-"

2010-07-28T02:42:00.001+08:00

Supper at New Harbour Cafe. Took GMax, which really "jantung aku kat tekak" and club at Zirca/Rebel. Home sweet home on my princess bed.

With Bestfriend.

And my tears pricked down when deejay at Rebel decide to spin Be With You.

Sex &The City.

2010-07-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

I spent five hundred in a few hours.

I bought an Agnes B black wallet, Nine West bag, lingeries from La Senza and a top from Forever21.

I want that Marc Jacobs bag!

:(

2010-07-24T22:27:00.005+08:00

I try to tell myself that it's really over; that it's just too late to go back there. I need to walk away and keep my pride on with my life. I'm getting sick and tired of this situation. Something deep inside me just can't seem to face it. I'm not going back but somehow I can't say goodbye.

Someone need to tell my heart; get it to believe that it's really over. I've tried and tried a thousand times but I'm still here. I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere.

We went through the trials and tribulations till I finally got tired of all the waiting for you to change. I know I deserve better than you gave. It kills me to hold on. I need to be strong. I need to let you go this time round, for real.

Someone, tell my heart that I'm not in love with you cause I can't seem to convince myself.

Saturdayyy.

2010-07-24T10:41:00.002+08:00

Sang my heart out at Party World with Zue before heading to work, gahhh!

Happy 21st!

2010-07-24T02:43:00.000+08:00

Birthday suprise!
Happy birthday, Fahmy & Izwan!

I was sexcited la kan in Fahmy's kitchen, hiding, with the rest of the boys, waiting for Fahmy to head down and sang the birthday song. Cute kan kite. Anyway, I hope you guys love the chocolates.

PS: Ad, history would never repeat itself. Grrr.

:(

2010-07-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Meeting you tonight was a terrible mistake.

Klakar Maut!

2010-07-19T01:10:00.002+08:00

Go watch it! Sumpah, funnyyyyy!

Thanks Zue, for the movie and dinner treat. Aku sayanggg kau. And oh, I wore my sluar tidur to town and bumped into Syafiq of all people!

Cheer Up, ♥Lulu.

2010-07-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

A suprise cake from Secret Recipe, engraved Cheer Up, ♥Lulu with sprinkles of love. A horror movie, Blood Pledge. Though it was just a few hours, I'm glad to hear my Bestfriend's laughters all over again.

Muke Busok!

2010-07-17T01:26:00.000+08:00

Bestfriend, be strong and don't cry. Cause I bought your favourites (:

2010-07-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

The tee I bought for her at Batam. Cute kan?

2010-07-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

And Boyfriend visited Granny :)

Batam's Club Happening Or Wad?

2010-07-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

Batam sucks altogether. But with these three monkeys, laughters brought life to us :)

Welcome to Singapore.

2010-07-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend babi. Kalau arrival hall, tanye mane Razak -_____-" Anyway, we missed the last bus home. So we took the train back instead. Haha. Boyfriend ngan the plastic merah. Muke bacin. Dah macam Batamese. Lol.

I've just reached home. Goodnight. Besok work, sighhhhh.

Bye, Sucky Batam.

2010-07-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

I'm using the ferry terminal's wifi. Lol, Apai's been trying to connect with his Sony Ericsson but failed. Pakai HTC, bagus oi -____-" Anyway yeah, nie empat manusia dah chapek plus ngantuk.

Ade minah tengok2 Boyfriend seyyyyy -_______-"

Keje Kite Makan Je.

2010-07-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

It's only eight. Just finish our dinner at BFC. All thanks to Nurul, yang forever lapar. Perut ape ntah, tapi kurus pulak tu -____-" We're at the Arcade and Boyfriend and I just duet Always by Bon Jovi. Lol, our song eh b?

I love my boyfriend, no doubt.

Couple Spa Is Oh So Sexy.

2010-07-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

Suke Boyfriend? The couple spa is oh so good, packaged with hot tub, intimacy care and massage. All for two and half hours for hundred fifty bucks per couple.

Bakso.

2010-07-11T14:08:00.000+08:00

Wasting our time right now. Ferry's at ten. And it's only two. After this lunch, we're gonna go for spa :)

Breakast Buffet.

2010-07-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

Mentagek time. If only Bestfriend's here. Hehe. Food was superb. Much laughters shared. Thankfully, everythings' going fine for us. Last night, Nurul told me she envied me and Boyfriend, and all these while, I envied them.

The ups and downs in a long term relationship.
April 2 '04, Ajinorami.
April 10 '04, NurulApai.

Redhanded.

2010-07-11T07:52:00.000+08:00

Nurul, kau memang tau. Sardine jerrrrrrrrr.

Grrr.

2010-07-11T03:44:00.000+08:00

It's only four in the morning and we're already in our hotel room. Grr. All thanks to a fight. Bingett or wad. Garang tau orang tu, gua Apaikia. Hahahaha.

Anyway, Boyfriend's super tipsy right now. Having KFC takeaways while watching The Hot Chick. Aku nak ketok je kepale Boyfriend.

Where My Party People At?

2010-07-11T02:35:00.001+08:00

Sumpah, aku boleh orgasm right in this second. Currently, in the club called Noname. The songs' the shit, all thanks to DJ Whattafunk from Jakarta. Boleh gile saye. Sadly, I couldn't get through Bestfriend when One Love's on play.

Boyfriend is an ass. Yeah, we made up. He's feeling all insecure tonight, not letting me be more than a feet away. He's on his fourth Heineken can right now. Siap uh malam...

Sumpah, AKu Boring.

2010-07-11T00:24:00.001+08:00

The shopping there totally sucks. All four of us, menyumpah lor. The shops are very makcik2. Bingettt. Thank goodness, the movie,Istri Bo'ongan, made the foursome laugh like crazy. Sexy or wad.

Anyway, Boyfriend is currently locking himself in the toilet, merajok with me. It's nearly an hour. Orang gile mane ntah mandi lame gitu? Tk bunyi air pulak tu. Gerammm. Apai's trying to convince him rightnow after Nurul failed. Aku dah malas nak pujok. Dah macam gegerl.

Cb sey, we're all dressed up to hit the club and nak perangai pulak.

And We've Reached Our Hotel Room.

2010-07-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

Macam chibye, the cabbies makan duit orang tau. Seram lagi, tinted glasses. Anyway, the room's pretty nice. And we're gonna rest before catching a movie later. Can't wait to party tonight (:

Boyfriend dah ngorok. LOL.

Goodbye, Singapore.

2010-07-10T15:00:00.001+08:00

I ended up unpacking my bag before I slept. And for that, I had to rush my morning hours to pack it all over again. Met Boyfriend at CWP to cash my cheque before cabbing down to Harboufront to meet the other couple.

My 3G will be cut off pretty soon since I'm gonna cross the Indonesia borders. Gonna update again once I get the Wifi at the hotel. Sexciteddddd.

Muke Aku Memang Mintak Kene Buih, Aku Rase.

2010-07-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

Overslept, niceeeeee.

I ended up, having to endure his nonsense while the family took a walk at the pasar malam nearby before having McDonalds. Susah nak dapat, Papa not picking up any of my faults tonight.

So Much Of Boozing By The Sea.

2010-07-03T14:52:00.002+08:00

It stopped pouring cats and dogs by the time I ended work. Met the girls at Harbourfront and off to Sentosa, sexcited to get all wasted.

And Azzura decide to be sucha bitch cause it was freaking closed. Can you believe it? Closed on a Friday night. Geramm, macam knncb.

We bumped into the Scumbagz (the pic above) who were in the process of getting wasted with loud music. And the boys were all asking for Boyfriend, lol.

My PMS really sucked initially, am really fickled-minded. The girls decided to head Zouk and the girls looked at me as if they're gonna kill me when I said I wanna sleep on my princess bed instead.

So, Zouk was a dissapointment cause by the time we reached, it was nearly three in the morning and it's full house. We ended up boozing at the near bridge with Ody and his boys.

When you're drunk, shits happen like getting your BB stolen. I feel you, babe. Anyway, Ad was superflying tipsy and we ended up having a friendship talk. Like everyone knows Ajin nie emosi sungguh terganggu. Thanks Ody for cheering me up.

We parted ways while Bestfriend, Yuzie and I took the first train home and tidur like piglets. Penat doh! Breakfast Deluxe at AP McD before cabbing home.

Picture Of The Night.

Padam Muke Evolet.

2010-07-02T03:08:00.001+08:00

Bestfriend and the girls were at Play. I turned down the invite since I'm not in favour of a lesbian night and never will (no offense, though.)

And by the time I reached my hometown, Bestfriend texted me to head down to Dblo. Sayang Bestfriend punye pasal, I cabbed down.

Upon arrival, door bitch memang bitch lor. So yeah, karma of wanting to party behind Boyfriend's back. Bid goodbye to the girls and wasted my fifty on cab fare.

Ajinorami & Lulujir.

2010-06-28T18:14:00.001+08:00

Our itinerary for today; kite flying, Knight & Day, Arnolds, GMax. Hmpft, thanks to the boys, none of it was fulfilled. But still, we had fun together since I've always wanted to do this double date.

So instead, we accompanied the boys to shop like girls. Cute tau dorang, beli baju tukar on the spot. And as usual, Boyfriend suke tau sakitkan hati. Grrr. Dinner at Popeye instead and since the boys ngah feeling World Cup Fever tapi gendut, we ended up at Yello Jello boozing.

So, that's about our Sunday. Much thanks to Lulu's Daddy (cant mention name, lol!) for the car.

Newly Weds.

2010-06-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend and I attended Nissa's wedding, where we met so many old friends of ours. Sumpah, I miss the chillout with boys like crazy. And Boyfriend so cute, getting all jealous over my old time flings. It's been years baby, get over it!

Meeting Lulujir in a bit :)

DJ Says Ladies To The Dancefloor.

2010-06-24T18:29:00.003+08:00

Green light to party like rockstar from Boyfriend, granted. Zirca/Rebel with Yuzie and Lulu. Met Sheila yang hyper benar (I rindu you!) and bumped into Ody. I pun rindu die and Boyfriend together.

And as usual, checked in before heading off to work. Wonderwoman betol tau, Ajin :)