Dah lame tak berjumpe, rindu rasa hati. Gahh. Twenty-five days since we last snogged. Hahaha. And as much I want him to suffer for injustice, lol, I simply miss having him around, asking me whether I love him. Sayang banget la.


I just love you, no matter how a jackass you are.

Seriously R., if you think posting such a thing at my Facebook wall to let the whole world realise what a bitch I'm being, well, you're wrong.

Accept it R., I'm just as what you've described. And my girls and boys bloody hell knows I'm it.

So long and goodbye, Toyfriend cause baby, I'm done playing with you :)

Fireworks with 'em boys and girls; awesome. Only a person incomplete.

God knows how I am when I'm nervous. How can I not be? It's been oh so long since I last dated other than *don't know what name to insert*.

And I always believe Rauhan will never fail to impress me, what more make me blush. Even if it's been a year since we last met, everything was perfectly comfortable with him. Just like the good ol' days.

And when I'm at my highest joy, Got Your Back rang. Sighhhhhhhhh. Then, a message at Twitter from Asha, asking about what happened to us. Thank goodness for Rauhan, or else I've already become Miss Depressed For The Day.

We will see whether we deserve a second chance. For now, pamper me like a princess.

Usually on Friday night, Boyfriend and I would catch a movie. But sigh, we're no longer string attached. So, it left me wondering hopelessly.

I ended up, watching Inception with Zue. Stress aku tengok cerite die. Confusing nak mampus, all about dreams but it's worth it.

So yeah, that's my Friday.

Why did it take you nine days to decide to text me, asking why I'm single?
-_________________________-"

Supper at New Harbour Cafe. Took GMax, which really "jantung aku kat tekak" and club at Zirca/Rebel. Home sweet home on my princess bed.

With Bestfriend.

And my tears pricked down when deejay at Rebel decide to spin Be With You.

I spent five hundred in a few hours.

I bought an Agnes B black wallet, Nine West bag, lingeries from La Senza and a top from Forever21.

I want that Marc Jacobs bag!

I try to tell myself that it's really over; that it's just too late to go back there. I need to walk away and keep my pride on with my life. I'm getting sick and tired of this situation. Something deep inside me just can't seem to face it. I'm not going back but somehow I can't say goodbye.

Someone need to tell my heart; get it to believe that it's really over. I've tried and tried a thousand times but I'm still here. I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere.

We went through the trials and tribulations till I finally got tired of all the waiting for you to change. I know I deserve better than you gave. It kills me to hold on. I need to be strong. I need to let you go this time round, for real.

Someone, tell my heart that I'm not in love with you cause I can't seem to convince myself.

Sang my heart out at Party World with Zue before heading to work, gahhh!

Birthday suprise!
Happy birthday, Fahmy & Izwan!

I was sexcited la kan in Fahmy's kitchen, hiding, with the rest of the boys, waiting for Fahmy to head down and sang the birthday song. Cute kan kite. Anyway, I hope you guys love the chocolates.

PS: Ad, history would never repeat itself. Grrr.

Meeting you tonight was a terrible mistake.

Go watch it! Sumpah, funnyyyyy!

Thanks Zue, for the movie and dinner treat. Aku sayanggg kau. And oh, I wore my sluar tidur to town and bumped into Syafiq of all people!

A suprise cake from Secret Recipe, engraved Cheer Up, ♥Lulu with sprinkles of love. A horror movie, Blood Pledge. Though it was just a few hours, I'm glad to hear my Bestfriend's laughters all over again.

Bestfriend, be strong and don't cry. Cause I bought your favourites (:

The tee I bought for her at Batam. Cute kan?

And Boyfriend visited Granny :)

Batam sucks altogether. But with these three monkeys, laughters brought life to us :)

Boyfriend babi. Kalau arrival hall, tanye mane Razak -_____-" Anyway, we missed the last bus home. So we took the train back instead. Haha. Boyfriend ngan the plastic merah. Muke bacin. Dah macam Batamese. Lol.

I've just reached home. Goodnight. Besok work, sighhhhh.

I'm using the ferry terminal's wifi. Lol, Apai's been trying to connect with his Sony Ericsson but failed. Pakai HTC, bagus oi -____-" Anyway yeah, nie empat manusia dah chapek plus ngantuk.

Ade minah tengok2 Boyfriend seyyyyy -_______-"

It's only eight. Just finish our dinner at BFC. All thanks to Nurul, yang forever lapar. Perut ape ntah, tapi kurus pulak tu -____-" We're at the Arcade and Boyfriend and I just duet Always by Bon Jovi. Lol, our song eh b?

I love my boyfriend, no doubt.